I got an opportunity to attend a week-long gathering of
people interested in the teaching of Jiddu Krishnamurti last month. It was held
in a picturesque little town of Murren located in Bernese Alps in Switzerland. My
father, who has been a student of Krishnamurti’s teachings for a few decades, wished
to attend this gathering and we went as a family – my parents, my wife and I. We
attended the first week of the two week gathering.
Like other Krishnamurti
gatherings we saw videos of Krishnamurti’s talks, had panel discussions, small
group dialogues and also had a space for people to share their personal
experiences and insights. We also had guided hikes in the mountains. The gathering
organizer, Gisele, a lovely lady, looked after each participant with great
care. People came from a dozen countries mostly in Europe but also from the US
and Australia. Many participants knew each other and had been part of this
annual event earlier known as the Saanen Gathering since 70s and 80s.
A gathering like this creates a space for deep reflection
and impacts each participant in a unique way. Here I am jotting down the three
things I took away from this event.
1.
Role of
silence in a dialogue: Our small group dialogues used to begin with moments
of silence. The idea was that the dialogue remains anchored in silence. I knew
this and yet there were moments when I was driven by the urge to speak. Our
facilitator and other members were very helpful in pointing out to me and
others that there is a need to slow down and let the dialogue flow through the
silence. In fact, later I found it useful to imagine that each word was
entering the pool of silence at the centre and new words were emerging from that
pool. It was beautiful to experience it when that happened. Perhaps this is
relevant to any conversation and I continue to experiment with this.
2. What is my primary responsibility? This
question was discussed over two days in our small group dialogues. One the one
hand, it was observed that the world is in a mess and I am deeply connected
with the world. In fact, there is one famous Krishnamurti quote which says –
You are the world. Then I must share the responsibility for the mess. And hence, my primary responsibility is to bring
order to this mess. On the other hand, it was observed that it is not easy
perhaps impossible to genuinely help anyone because the thought process that
leads to conflict – anger, worry, frustration, is almost mechanical and reactive.
In all likelihood, I am contributing to the conflict by being reactive too. Hence,
my primary responsibility is my inner silence, non-reactivity or
non-resistance. Perhaps my inner silence is the best help I can offer to the
world.
3. Nature as a teacher: Murren offered breath-taking
beauty in myriad forms. We could see the majesty of the snow peaked mountains
like the Jungfrau, a roaring waterfall like the Trummelbach falls, gentle
streams, peaceful cows, bright flowers all in the same day. It is as if
the nature is teasing our judgmental mind and saying, “You like to judge
every situation, judge this scene” and it is humbling. One particular scene was
insightful. I was watching the snow patches on the mountain and after a while I
suddenly saw that a small patch of snow was not snow after all. It was a stream
and it got misperceived as snow. It was a beautiful metaphor for how thought
constructs solid objects in place of flowing things. Perhaps the solidity of
“Vinay” is similar and it is a stream of thoughts getting misperceived as a
solid “I”. Who knows?